Knowing that half of doctoral students never receive their Ph.D. and
only half of the Ph.D.s get tenure-track positions, I new choosing
a graduate school was a critical decision. Ultimately, I decided on
an Ivy League school. Then a personalized, persuasive letter arrived
from an EALC professor and my destination shifted from the East Coast
to a cornfield.
This year, after completing my Ph.D. and being hired for two tenure-track
faculty positions in East Asian history, I realize how privileged
I was to be in the graduate program at EALC.
I believe I have made a smooth transition from graduate school
to full-time faculty because my graduate training provided a nurturing
intellectual environment and steadfast professional training.
From the first-year graduate proseminar through my final innovative
cross-disciplinary course in EALC, I learned not only the facts
but also methods in the established scholarship of East Asia across
temporal, geo-political, and disciplinary boundaries. The department's
flexible approach to independent study exposed me to various sources
while incorporating my specific needs. EALC teachers provided not
only epistemological sensitivity but also organizational skills,
consciously involving me and other graduate students in workshops
and conferences on campus. EALC also provided me with valuable teaching
opportunities. So, by the time I graduated, I had considerable experience
in research, teaching, and professional services - critical parts
of my career.
Needless to say, I went through moments of crisis in the frustrations
and confusion of the maturing process of the doctoral program and
of myself as the first Ph.D. in the department. But ambitiously
taking five courses at once only to end up with several paper extensions,
sleeping with hundreds of borrowed books from the UIUC library in
my tiny apartment, staying up all night preparing for my TA classes
and crying before my mentors, also had a part in teaching me what
it means to become an independent scholar, engaging colleague, and
caring educator.
In the tireless support and care of exemplary professional role
models, I observed the power of collective efforts in creating a
nurturing environment for graduate students. As I see how much I
have grown, I cannot help but feel excited about the future of the
department and what it will contribute to the field of Asian Studies.
So I thank my exemplary mentors Professors Toby, Abelmann, Goodman,
and Chow in Champaign and Haboush and Doak, now at universities
on the East Coast - my debt to whom I can pay only by serving and
caring for my students and colleagues as they have done throughout
my years in EALC.
Jin-Hee Lee
Assistant Professor, Eastern Illinois University
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